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  Wintering Well

  LEA WAIT

  Margaret K. McElderry Books

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  Copyright © 2004 by Eleanor Wait

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  Wait, Lea.

  Wintering well / Lea Wait.—1st ed.

  p. cm.

  Summary: Twelve-year-old Will Ames and his sister Cassie go to stay with their sister in nearby Wiscasset, Maine, after a disabling accident ruins Will’s plans for a career in farming.

  ISBN-13: 978-0-689-85646-4 (hardcover)

  ISBN-10: 0-689-85646-6 (hardcover)

  ISBN 13: 978-0-689-85646-4

  eISBN 13: 978-1-439-13628-7

  [1. Brothers and sisters—Fiction. 2. People with disabilities—Fiction. 3. Family life—Maine—Fiction. 4. Maine—History—19th century—Fiction.] I. Title.

  PZ7.W1319Wi 2004

  [Fic]—dc22

  2003019322

  For Abby and Ben Park, who showed me that a disability may only be a curve in the road, not a stop sign.

  For Emma Dryden, who has enthusiasm, faith, insight, and patience—what more could one ask of an editor?

  And with thanks to Dr. Kathleen Reed, who provided counsel.

  CHAPTER 1

  THE JOURNAL OF CASSIE AMES

  August 29, 1819, Woolwich, District of Maine Today Ma gave me this journal. She said a girl of eleven should have a place to record private thoughts and dreams. She knows I have missed my sister, Alice, since she married Aaron Decker and moved to Wiscasset, and that I am not patient with household chores. Brothers are lively, but they are not people in whom to confide. All morning I thought of what I might write on these pages; what plans for my future I might record. But what happened this afternoon is too terrible to write. I pray for Will tonight, and I pray for mysef, because I am the cause of all that happened this day. Please, God, let Will live. And please, God, forgive me.

  The fresh green smell of newly scythed summer wheat was too much to resist. Will took a deep breath, threw down his hay rake, and rolled over and over on the long, yellowed grasses, pushing his face deep into them, until one piece of hay stuck right into his nose and took him into a sneezing fit that stopped his rolling.

  Laughing at himself, he got up, glanced around sheepishly to make sure no one had seen him, brushed himself off, and picked up the rake. Twelve was too old for such antics, there was no doubt, and his older brothers, Simon and Nathan, would be the first to call Pa’s attention to such childish behavior. He brushed his sun-lightened hair away from his face and went back to work.

  Simon and Nathan worked the farm because it was a fertile piece of land and someday they would each inherit a part of it. Ethan, at four, had his future far ahead of him. But Will had known he was destined to be a farmer since he was younger than Ethan. He remembered sitting in the dirt outside their farmhouse door, reaching down into the warm, moist soil, rubbing it over his hands, then tasting it in gulps before Ma caught him. The land was a part of him.

  Will would be a farmer because it was his calling.

  “It’s in his blood,” Pa would say as he smiled and answered Will’s questions about why beans should be planted at the full moon, and why dried blood kept beetles away from the potato leaves. “Your brothers learn because they have to … you learn because your mind is on a quest for knowledge.”

  “Quest for knowledge or no,” Ma would chime in, “his clothes are dirtier than those of the other three boys combined He’ll never be able to farm this earth—he takes too much of it with him to his bed each night.”

  Will leaned on his rake and smiled at the memory. Reverend Adams said it was a gift to know your place in life. And he knew his. The grasses, the earth, the sky, the animals—they were all a part of him. They were his past and his present, and they would be his future.

  His friend Jamie had also been born on a farm, but he hated the smell of manure and the uncertainty of crops, Jamie dreamed of being an apprentice in a shipyard, “To take a piece of wood and build a vessel that sails to the corners of the earth,” That was Jamie’s dream. Their friend Sam was promised as an apprentice to the silversmith and clock maker in Wiscasset.

  They were all too old for school now, and Pa had said this winter Will’s help would be needed with the clearing of more acres for spring planting. Lumbering had always been his older brothers’ job. This would be the first season Will would be with them, farming like the other men. Will stood taller just thinking of it.

  The late-August sun was hot, and the hay was set for drying. Will left the fields and headed back to the house. A cool drink, and then he would split more logs for the woodpile. Winter was the time for cutting trees and stacking them on sledges for the oxen to pull from the woods. Summer was the time to prepare wood for the fireplace. Trees felled last January were cut, split, and stacked now so the logs would be dry before the snows came. Each man in the household took his turn with the ax.

  Will filled the tin cup hanging near the pump and drank deeply. Then he pumped another cup full and poured the cold water over his head to cool it down. His naturally pale skin was dark from field work, but he refused to wear a hat as his brothers did. Without a hat he could feel the heat from the sun radiate throughout his body, all the way to his toes, which were bare as often as possible. He hesitated a moment. No; his boots would have to stay on for wood splitting. He already imagined how good his toes would feel, released from the leather boots and splashed with cool well water. Soon enough.

  He heard Simon and Pa calling to each other from the back pasture, where they were checking Susan, one of the cows, who had limped this morning at milking. Ma was singing over the rhythmic thump-thump of the butter churn. Cassie was no doubt playing with Sunshine, her new kitten, or racing through a field far from Ma’s voice reminding her she was a young lady, not the fifth son in the family. Cassie would rather help a young bird back to its nest or watch the birth of a calf than knead bread or practice her stitches. Ethan would be with Ma.

  Will pulled the ax out of the stump. Nathan had left it there before riding over to the Baileys’ for a large wooden hammer to help repair the north pasture fence. Nathan had found more and more excuses to stop at the Baileys’ since sixteen-year-old Martha Bailey started smiling at him in church each Sunday. But he’d done his share of the splitting before he left. And he’d separated out a small pile of sugar maple scraps that might be good for carving. Will loved to find the creatures hidden inside wood and release
them. He had filled a box with pine and maple animals for Ethan, and Ma displayed one of the crows he had carved on her kitchen windowsill. Birds were harder to shape than the moose and horses Ethan loved to play with.

  Will glanced quickly at the maple chips. One was just right to become a small, plump chickadee. He’d never attempted a chickadee before. And—yes! There in the pile was a black feather, standing straight up, perhaps lost by a flying crow. Grandmother had always said a black feather found standing meant good luck. Perhaps the chickadee would be easier to carve than he anticipated.

  He smiled as he picked a log from the pile and looked at it critically. It had been cut too long for their four-foot fireplace. He placed it between the two crossshaped horses that had held thousands of logs for the Ames fireplace, and picked up the hickory-handled side ax. The task was so familiar he didn’t have to think. With a blow to each side he scored the log, preparing it to be shortened.

  He raised the ax for the final blow, when Cassie’s scream broke his concentration.

  “Help! No!”

  Will spun around as, Cassie ran down the hill from their small family burying ground. Her long brown hair and blue skirt were flying, her yellow kitten in her arms.

  As Will turned, the ax in his hand fell. Its edge glanced off the side of the log and hit his left leg. The sharp, curved blade cut neatly through his high leather boot, through his skin, and into his bone. As Cassie reached him, thrusting Sunshine into his arms, the ax hit the ground, and they both looked down. Gushing blood had already soaked through his boor and was seeping onto the ground.

  The five-Foot black racer snake that had been chasing Cassie and Sunshine turned back toward the bushes.

  “Ma!” Cassie screamed. “Ma! Pa! Help!”

  A white slash of pain streaked through Will. He loosed his hold on Sunshine, who jumped to the ground and scrambled toward the house, leaving a trail of bloody paw prints in the dust.

  CHAPTER 2

  September 4

  Will is still in great pain. Ma placed the ax that cut him blade-side up under his bed to stop the bleeding, as her mother and grandmother taught her, and now the bleeding is not so heavy as it was at first. She also put her largest kitchen knife under Will’s pillow to cut his pain, but that does not seem to make a difference to his suffering. If only I had not allowed my, fear of the snake to cause me to scream, then Will would be as always. I have confined Sunshine in the barn and I sit by Will’s bed and do what I can to make him comfortable. No one has blamed me in words, but I know they think it was my foolishness that caused the accident. They are right. If I had been sweeping the kitchen floor as Ma had directed, then Will would not have been injured.

  Will lay in silence on a trestle bed strung with rope to support its straw mattress in the small room next to the kitchen. In some houses this space was called the birth and death room, used when someone in the family needed to be dose to others and to the heat of the fire. The Ames family had been blessed with good health; their small room was generally used for storage. Provisions for the coming winter were already stacked on shelves around the bedstead they had moved there.

  Cassie sat next to Will on a small pine stool, periodically wiping his damp forehead with a cloth, and reading softly out loud from the Bible. It was stuffy. The small, windowless room was designed to keep warmth inside during winter. Ethan had put his favorite of all the black bears Will had carved for him on a shelf near Will’s bed. “So Will won’t be lonely,” Ethan had said.

  Every few minutes Cassie stopped reading. “Will, you must drink something.” She tried to force a pewter spoon full of water between her brother’s lips. He turned his head away, as the injured squirrel she had tried to help last springtime had done. The water dripped down his chin.

  After the heavy bleeding had slowed, Ma had left Will’s care to Cassie. Ma’s help was needed with threshing and winnowing the wheat; potatoes must be harvested for winter. With one less worker tasks would take longer to complete. There was nothing to be done for Will but wait until his leg healed. Cassie had volunteered to sit with him, and her offer had been gratefully accepted.

  Will’s swollen foot, ankle, and lower leg were wrapped tightly in many layers of linen. At first Ma had changed the linen every few hours, when blood soaked through the layers into the straw pallet on the bedstead. Now the bleeding had slowed, so the linen stayed in place longer. The bandages were stained dark red, but some of the blood was dry.

  Will moaned. He slept most of the time, helped by Ma’s crushed poppy seeds in brandy. Each year she put up a flesh bottle “against the time it be needed.” Most summers she emptied the bottle onto the ground, untouched, before making more, but this year’s bottle was already half empty. Cassie tried again to feed Will a spoonful of water. This time a few drops entered his mouth.

  Suddenly his eyes opened. “Ma?” he asked. His voice was harsh and dry. “Ma?”

  “Ma’s out in the field. She’s digging potatoes,” said Cassie. “I’m here. Do you want more water? Or some bread?”

  Will shook his head slightly. “My foot. The pain is like rain in a nor’easter, hitting again and again.”

  “The bleeding has slowed. You’ll be well soon.” Cassie felt Will’s forehead. His skin was pale, but hot. “Try to eat something. Ma baked flesh anadama bread this morning. Your favorite.”

  He said nothing. His eyes were clouded.

  “It’s been six days; you haven’t eaten a handful of food in all that time.”

  “Six days?” Will tried to focus on Cassie. “The wheat …”

  “Pa and Nathan and Simon are bringing it in. Here, have a little more water.”

  Will opened his mouth and swallowed this time. His tongue looked white. He shivered despite the sweat on his forehead.

  “I’m cold.”

  “I’ll get you a quilt:’

  Cassie ran up the stairs to the chest in the sleeping chamber, where the quilts and blankets were stored in summer. She pulled out the red-and-blue one that Will had admired when Ma made it last March.

  By the time she got back downstairs, Will had fallen asleep again. She tucked the quilt around him carefully. The weight on his foot made him moan, but she covered the rest of his body.

  The room was hot, and Cassie felt dizzy. She picked up the Bible and started to read. “ ‘The Lord is my shepherd …’ ”

  CHAPTER 3

  September 8

  Will does not recognize us. His body is hot to the touch, and his leg is swelling, following the streaks of red that now rise above the dressing. Ma helped me remove the bandages today, which was not an easy task. Will cried out when they were pulled away from his skin. Under the coverings his wound is not healing well; what was red is now purple as dark lupine blossoms, and in some parts close to black. The smell is almost as unbearable to Ma and me as the pain is to Will. Pa refuses to enter the sickroom. He says we can do nothing; that Will’s fate is in God’s hands, not ours. I prayed and read from the Book of Job again today, but I do not know what Will could have done to require this testing. Perhaps it is me He is punishing, for not having thought before I acted. Perhaps I am not praying hard enough. I make what few amends are possible by keeping Will as comfortable as I can.

  “The blackness in his leg means there is no hope. The boy is clearly going to die.” Cassie, at Will’s bedside as she had been all night, heard Pa’s low voice from where he sat in the kitchen with Ma. “We have been lucky not to have lost any of our children before this.”

  Ma’s voice rose. “Will is not dead! As long as he lives, we must not give up hope! We must not stop trying to save him!”

  “You and Cassie have cared well for him. Give him as much of the poppy drink as he can take. It should help ease his pain.”

  “Send Simon or Nathan for Dr. Bradford, down to Bath. He helped John Palmer when the ox crushed his foot.”

  “His helping made John Palmer a cripple.”

  “Better a cripple than a dead man.”


  “What good is a man without a full body? What use to himself, or to anyone? Will’s leg won’t ever be normal. I’ve seen abscesses like that on animals. If he were a cow, like Susan, we’d be able to end his pain.”

  “You shot Susan.”

  “As was necessary. She was a cow, woman. Will is a boy. Why God allows a boy to suffer longer than a cow I do not attempt to know.”

  Ma’s voice rose in shock. “You can’t think of shooting Will as you did an animal!”

  “I won’t do it. But I can’t say it hasn’t crossed my mind as he lies there, his moans reaching all of us. Even his smell is throughout the house.”

  Ma tried one more time. “Please. For my sake. Send one of the boys for the doctor. You’re right; he may be able to do nothing. But my heart will better accept what has to come if we have tried everything possible to save him.”

  The legs of Pa’s chair scraped on the pine floor as he pushed back from the table. “I need the boys in the field. If we don’t get the crops in, well all starve next winter. There is no hope; the sooner you accept that, the better.” Pa’s voice softened. “Keep the boy comfortable, and trust it will be over soon, for all of our sakes.”

  Moments later Ma’s crying was low and muffled. But Pa’s hammer rang clear.

  Cassie stood so abruptly she knocked over her stool. Will’s body jerked at the sound. No. It cannot be, she thought. In the kitchen Ma was sobbing quietly, her apron pulled almost over her head. Ethan had left the carved horses he had been playing with and was patting her leg. Cassie talked quickly. “Ma, yesterday I saw Pa pulling out those planked logs he was saving to build a buttery. But that’s not what he’s doing, is it? Pa’s making Will’s coffin, isn’t he?”

  Ma nodded into her apron.

  Cassie put her arm around Ma. Her voice didn’t waver. “I know what you’ll say, but you cannot stop me. It was my doing that put Will in this state. I have to help.”